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The Deep Remembering is an intimate women’s retreat for 8 sisters called to rest, remember, and return to themselves through the deep medicine of winter. Held in a ceremonial container woven with psilocybin, nature, and feminine ritual, this retreat invites you to soften into the fertile void — where transformation begins in stillness.

The Deep Remembering

A Descent Into Stillness

ceremony | earth medicine | sisterhood

January 16-19, 2026 - Portland, Oregon 

As winter deepens and the world grows quiet, we are called inward—into the rich stillness where soul speaks and ancient memory stirs.

This is the season of The Deep Remembering.
A sacred descent into the dark.
A time to slow, to shed, and to listen for what has always lived within.

In a culture that resists stillness and fears the unknown, we choose another way.
We choose to pause.
To soften into the shadows.
To return to the deep, rhythmic wisdom of the feminine.

This is not a retreat from life—
It is a return to life’s source.
To the ground beneath the noise.
To the truth that emerges when we let the surface fall away.

Here, we gather in sacred ceremony.
To listen. To grieve. To be held.
To remember the soul-self that never left—only quieted.

This is a path of presence.
Of ritual, rest, and soul reclamation.
Of walking between worlds with open hands and ancient knowing.

The invitation is simple and profound:

Come home to the dark; where all things are reborn.
Come home to yourself.
Come remember who you are.

Are you ready?


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Client Love

 I participated in a recent Women’s retreat with Sarah and Jaime this month and it was an extraordinary experience. It was my first time trying psilocybin assisted therapy and I was nervous, but Sarah and Jaime prepared us well. The seven other participants and I were enveloped in warmth, care, and deep preparation for the journey. They created a loving and peaceful space where the eight of us could relax and reflect and nurture ourselves. I couldn’t have felt more safe during the journey. While the journey itself was very personal, I can’t imagine having had the experience outside of what was a truly supportive community. Both Sarah and Jaime readily and generously shared their hearts and gifts with us; I felt like I fully belonged. I have indeed changed, and am in touch with the Divine thanks to the medicine and the loving guidance of Sarah and Jaime.

- Kate Y
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This all-inclusive retreat is designed to nourish your body, mind, and spirit through sacred ceremonies, healing practices, and deep connection. Every experience is thoughtfully curated to support your journey of transformation and renewal

Group Psilocybin Macro Journey
Daily Yoga
Guided Meditation
Cacao Ceremony
Sound Healing
Sisterhood Sharing Circles
Hot Tub & Sauna 
Opening and Closing Ceremonies
Three Nights at Evergreen Retreat Center
Delicious & Nourishing Meals by a Private Chef
3 Preparation and 1 Integration Sessions


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What's Included

Arrival & Settle In
4:00 PM – 5:00 PM

Opening Weave
5:00 PM – 6:00 PM

Dinner
6:00 PM – 7:00 PM

Opening Circle
7:00 PM -8:00 PM

Yin Yoga & Sound Bath:
8:000 PM – 9:00 PM


Saturday, January 17

Guided Meditation:
7:00 AM – 7:30 AM

Breakfast:
7:30 AM – 8:30 AM

Leave for InnerTrek:
 9:00 AM

Group Ceremony:
 10:00 AM – 5:00 PM

Group Dinner:
6:00 PM – 7:00 PM

Yin Yoga
7:30 PM –8:30 PM


Monday, January 19

Friday, January 16

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Yin Yoga & Guided Meditation:
 7:30 AM – 8:30 AM

Group Breakfast:
8:30 AM – 9:30 AM

Closing Circle:
9:30 AM – 11:00 AM

Sunday, January 18

Guided Meditation:
7:30 AM – 8:00 AM

Breakfast:
8:00 AM – 9:00 AM

Integration Circle
 9:00-12:00 AM

Lunch
12:00-1:00

Integration Circle 
2:00 AM – 5:00 PM

Group Dinner
6:00 PM – 7:00 PM

Yin Yoga
7:30 PM –8:30 PM


 retreat schedule 

$2,400

$2000

Shared Room

The Investment
 

Private Room

Private Room w/ Bath

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$2,600

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Client Love

The entire experience was really well done, even before the retreat started. Each moment was thoughtfully planned and orchestrated, including the deep sharing that happened in circle, the meals, the yoga and sound bath, and even the breaks. Jamie, Sarah, and Rosalie created a sacred space to lean into growth and healing, then fully jump in, and finally to integrate. I cherished the full experience and will definitely do this again in the future.

Erin S. 
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